Fanfiction...and other crap by Diandra Hollman

I need to apologize for taking so LONG to finish this story. I could make excuses about my life and my job getting in the way (which is partly true since I've gone through three major deaths in the extended family and been spending a lot more time on work stuff), but I think the main reason I couldn't bring myself to finish this was the sense of finality that came from putting the words "the end" on it. This is my longest, most ambitious, and probably my best story in the Lost fandom. I have not been inspired to write fic in any other fandom since, so some part of me suspected that the minute this story (and a couple other shorter Lost works) was done, I would be finished with writing and fandoms.

That being said...I am currently working on a Sherlock plot bunny that has been biting at my ankles for months. I'll try to post a preview of it soon. Since this is my first attempt at actually participating in that fandom (as opposed to just observing from the outskirts), I would love any suggestions for places to post. Do I have anyone on my friends list who is a fellow Sherlock fan?

Thank you, everybody who has stuck by me while I slowly got through this story. You have been wonderful!

Another Life
by Diandra Hollman

Rating: PG-13 this chapter.
Date Finished: 1/23/15 (I take it as providence that I finished it on a date containing two of the Numbers)
Keywords: slash, Jack/Sawyer, Alt!Verse, first time
Spoilers: Nothing really detailed or time specific. This just lives in the sideways verse of season 6. Sort of (see author's note).
Disclaimer: I don’t own them. I'm not really sure anyone *technically* owns them anymore but Darlton blah blah Bad Robot blah ABC blee blee don't sue.
Dedication: To ellel for inspiring me to write this story. And to the cast and creative team behind one of the best damn shows ever televised. You will be missed.
Summary: “In another life, I would make you stay so I don’t have to say you were the one that got away.” The One That Got Away - Katy Perry
Author's note: Much as I loved the finale and thought it was totally appropriate this story will henceforth assume that Daniel's "let's detonate a hydrogen bomb" plan worked and follow my crackpot version of quantum suicide theory. In other words, when the bomb went off, our characters were split into two different universes. One where the bomb didn't go off, and one where it did. Both universes are very real and neither is purgatory.

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( Five more minutes )

I have to apologize. I finished this chapter weeks ago, but I haven't had a chance to get it onto the computer until now. I haven't even had the computer ON for many of those days. :( The good news is, I think the end may be in sight. That is also the bad news. So without further ado...here's some fluff. Merry Christmas!


Another Life
by Diandra Hollman

Rating: NC-17? Maybe a hard R.
Keywords: slash, Jack/Sawyer, Alt!Verse, first time
Spoilers: Nothing really detailed or time specific. This just lives in the sideways verse of season 6. Sort of (see author's note).
Disclaimer: I don’t own them. I'm not really sure anyone *technically* owns them anymore but Darlton blah blah Bad Robot blah ABC blee blee don't sue.
Dedication: To ellel for inspiring me to write this story. And to the cast and creative team behind one of the best damn shows ever televised. You will be missed.
Summary: “In another life, I would make you stay so I don’t have to say you were the one that got away.” The One That Got Away - Katy Perry
Author's note: Much as I loved the finale and thought it was totally appropriate this story will henceforth assume that Daniel's "let's detonate a hydrogen bomb" plan worked and follow my crackpot version of quantum suicide theory. In other words, when the bomb went off, our characters were split into two different universes. One where the bomb didn't go off, and one where it did. Both universes are very real and neither is purgatory.

Previous entries

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( I love you... )

Since it's been over a year since I last updated this, I figured I'd better post the MINUTE I finished typing the next part. I'm so sorry! I'm such a slow writer... :(

E-Mail: diandrahollman@yahoo.com
Rating: TV-14? This chapter is really tame.
Keywords: Slash, mpreg, labor, Jack/Sawyer
Spoilers: Ha! Yeah, right.
Disclaimer: They don’t belong to me, but I suppose technically they belong to fandom now that Darlton and Bad Robot and ABC are done with them.
Dedication: To everyone who stuck with me through the original epic story. To the Powers That Be and the fandom of the greatest, most ground-breaking and mind-boggling show in recent broadcast television history, possibly ever. Yes, I might be getting nostalgic. *curls in a ball and sobs*

Author's Notes: This started as an alternate scene to Christine’s birth in my story “Conception” that takes place in an alternate universe where A) Jack is able to give birth without a c-section and B) Jack escapes the Others at the same time as Sawyer and Kate or is still pregnant when they go back for him (you decide). It sort of grew into a short story of its own.

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( The fever started that afternoon. )

Another Life
by Diandra Hollman

E-Mail: diandrahollman@yahoo.com
Date Finished: ? I'm working on it.
Rating: a mild R for this part. (suggestive dialogue and hanky panky, but still nothing scandalous yet. Sorry)
Keywords: slash, Jack/Sawyer, Alt!Verse
Spoilers: Nothing really detailed or time specific. This just lives in the sideways verse of season 6. Sort of (see author's note).
Disclaimer: I don’t own them. I'm not really sure anyone *technically* owns them anymore but Darlton blah blah Bad Robot blah ABC blee blee don't sue.
Dedication: To ellel for inspiring me to write this story. And to the cast and creative team behind one of the best damn shows ever televised. You will be missed.
Author's note: Much as I loved the finale and thought it was totally appropriate this story will henceforth assume that Daniel's "let's detonate a hydrogen bomb" plan worked and follow my crackpot version of quantum suicide theory. In other words, when the bomb went off, our characters were split into two different universes. One where the bomb didn't go off, and one where it did. Both universes are very real and neither is purgatory.

Previous entries


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( Jack asks Miles for some advice on his budding...whatever it is with Ford. )

As I said, Happy Lost Day! Now, here's a post-series finale story that's been rattling around in my brain for a few months...


Title: After the End (?)
Author: Diandra Hollman
Rating: TV-14 for now but I reserve the right to change that to NC-17 sometime in the future.
Keywords: Jack/Kate/Sawyer, het, slash
Spoilers: The End
Disclaimer: Never owned them.
Summary: “It was over.” But was it really?
Dedication: To the best fandom I have ever participated in. You guys are amazing.
Author's Note: Yes, I'm finally expanding beyond Jack/Sawyer. Just not in this chapter. ;)

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( He chuckled weakly as the plane flew overhead. It was over. They had won. )

Finally finished the next chapter! Uh...happy Mother's Day? ;P

E-Mail: diandrahollman@yahoo.com
Rating: R? TV-14?
Keywords: Slash, mpreg, labor, Jack/Sawyer
Spoilers: Ha! Yeah, right.
Disclaimer: They don’t belong to me, but I suppose technically they belong to fandom now that Darlton and Bad Robot and ABC are done with them.
Dedication: To everyone who stuck with me through the original epic story. To the Powers That Be and the fandom of the greatest, most ground-breaking and mind-boggling show in recent broadcast television history, possibly ever. Yes, I might be getting nostalgic. *curls in a ball and sobs*

Author's Notes: This started as an alternate scene to Christine’s birth in my story “Conception” that takes place in an alternate universe where A) Jack is able to give birth without a c-section and B) Jack escapes the Others at the same time as Sawyer and Kate or is still pregnant when they go back for him (you decide). It sort of grew into a short story of its own.

Previous chapters here


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( I just went through nearly fifteen hours of labor and pushed what I’m pretty sure was at least a nine-pound baby from an orifice I shouldn’t technically have. I would be worried if it *didn’t* hurt. )

I'm trying to write a "Lost" oneshot. You know, pr0n fluff. So, Ford is taunting Jack and trying to get him to do something he wouldn't normally agree to do because it involves bondage and quasi-public sex (yes, this is the dream sequence from the Sideways story :) ). I figured I'd try to let the characters dictate how the scene would go - just sit back and let the dialog unfold as naturally as possible. Within a half a page, Jack was SO furious that the prospect of Ford EVER having sex with him again was becoming dimmer by the second.

Sigh. Back to the drawing board.